Starting Today…

And that’s the name of the game isn’t it?

So, yeah, I’ve bitched and moaned on here about my break up pretty much since this new blog’s inception several weeks ago. While of course there is some residual sadness, it’s time to let go and move on… hopefully in a bold new direction! I’ve always felt so lonely in my life, as if I was always one of a missing pair… and it sucks. Whenever I fall into a serious relationship (twice… almost a third) I’m pretty sure I’m just so happy to click so deeply with someone that I immediately romanticize everything I’ve ever wanted in someone onto that person. And, of course, who can live up to such high expectiations? It’s a very rare person indeed (More on Personality types at a later date).

So starting today, I shall try to be satisfied within myself. Happiness shall be based around ME, Goals decided by ME, perhaps even learn to love myself again? We’ll see. These things are pretty hard for someone like me to do, but my aching soul deserves at least a try. After all…

“Those who wish to sing always find a song…” ~Proverb

So let’s sing, you and I. Sing whatever pleases you and whatever makes you smile but just let it all go. And maybe then, with our voices ringing out and a smile in our heart, we can drive our demons away.

Least that’s the plan. lol.